What I do know is that God loves me. Who am I when I stand before Jesus just as myself? I've been clinging to my husband as my lifeline and my friend encouraged me to cling to Jesus as my lifeline. I've forgotten what that looks like and need to find that joy once again and see for myself what that looks and feels like. Satan wants to isolate me and wants me to feel alone, and this is a feeling I've had alot lately. I have decisions to make and even forget what the feels like to lean on Jesus today.
Dear God, every day when I wake up please give me strength to direct my thoughts to you and trust each day to you. I've been so focused on getting my kids settled into daily routines and school that I got lost and now I ask Lord Jesus that you meet me where I'm at and sit with me and have tea together so I know what it feels like once again to rest in you. I'm hurting, lonely, sad and don't feel like I have an ounce of joy in me. Fill me once again with no human joy but a spiritual joy. Wrap me in your arms I pray. In Jesus Name, Amen.
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