Saturday, May 8, 2010

What Type of Seed are YOU???

I was reading in Matthew today, and came across the well-known parable of the sower. That's what inspired my picture today:

Day 141 - "The Sower"
(May 8, 2010)

There are four different types of seeds: the ones that fell on the path and were eaten by birds, the ones that fell on rock and withered in the sun, the ones that fell on thorns and were choked out, and the ones that fell on fertile soil and produced a bountiful crop.

Jesus told his disciples that the seeds on the path are like people who don't understand His word, and the devil comes and snatches it away from them. The seeds on the rock are people who gladly accepted His word, but soon fall away when persecutions and trials come. The seeds on the thorns are those who get distracted by the worries of life and are consumed by them. And lastly, the seeds on the good soil are those who hear His word and understand it.

I know I want to be a seed growing in fertile soil. What about you?

Friday, May 7, 2010

Undying Love

And this is his commandment, that we believe in the name of his Son Jesus Christ and love one another, just as he has commanded us. 1 John 3:23


We were in the Church of Santo Stefano in Assisi, Italy and saw this confession booth. I sat down on the right and half-seriously asked if my travel companions wanted to confess anything while we were here. My husband said that he would like to. Volunteering to something like this would not be typical of my husband, so I was intrigued. He humbly sat down beside me and simply stated, "I confess my undying love for you." Awww!

Undying love.
Grace to all who love our Lord Jesus Christ with an undying love. Ephesians 6:24

How can we even begin to show our love to God? Look back up at the first verse. What does He command? Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and love one another. We show love for God by loving those around us... and it starts with those closest to us. If we're married, it starts by loving our husband. If we have children, we show love to our children. If we live at home with parents and siblings, this is where it begins. From here, our love extends to the other relationships around us and even beyond those. That preferential, deep love that builds up, encourages and cherishes... that love needs to be grown and shown... at home.

Long ago, God showed me a lie that I was believing. I believed that at home, with those I love, I can be free to just relax and be me. No pretence. If I wasn't in a good mood, I didn't need to pretend, I could just be in a bad mood. If I didn't feel like being welcoming and smiling, I didn't have to, because this is family and we can all just be real.
Sounds sinister when you really think about it, doesn't it?

I'm all about not pretending. I'm all about reality. OBEDIENCE though, is what life is about. When I find myself in a bad mood, what am I going to do about it? Now I choose to admit it. I choose to turn to God and ask for His overcoming power. I lost too many moments and days - possibly even years - being lulled into thinking that if this is how I feel, this is just the way I feel. And I let myself stay there. Yikes. Wrong way to think. Life is about obeying God. I'm called to do what is right! even when I don't necessarily feeeeel like it.

1 Peter 3:8 and on, in the Message explains what love looks like.
Summing up: Be agreeable, be sympathetic, be loving, be compassionate, be humble. That goes for all of you, no exceptions. No retaliation. No sharp-tongued sarcasm. Instead, bless—that's your job, to bless. You'll be a blessing and also get a blessing.

Let's remember this: As believers, that mighty power that raised Christ Jesus from the dead - that same power - lives in us! That's some power! We, in our own strength, can't love like this and maybe can't even believe that we can love like this. We can choose though. We can choose to trust God to cause us to believe in Him. We can ask God to fill our hearts with love for those closest to us - even in their unlovable moments. God can perform the miracle of loving others through us.

We are going to a wedding on Saturday. We have several more weddings to attend this spring and summer as well. Couples will declare their love for each other and commit themselves to each other for life. We will celebrate 29 years of marriage this August. As I watched my mom care for my dad at the Menno Hospital at the end of his life, I thought, you want to be there at the end. Undying love. Marianne - Dancing Girl - you're there with Al...even to the end. What an amazing gift from God, to love throughout a lifetime. May God bless you, encourage you, and comfort you through this incredibly difficult and yet, somehow very precious time. My prayers are with you, Al and your family.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

For the past few days, I have been following the news on the flooding in Nashville, Tennessee. I have some really good friends who live there. They built a beautiful home that overlooks the Cumberland River. If you have followed the news at all in the states, you will know that the Cumberland River flooded its banks and the city of Nashville has been underwater for about a week. It all happened very quickly without a lot of warning. The flood showed no favor or mercy to the people in it's path. It came upon the rich and the poor, along with the most famous music industry in North America. My friend John and his wife Sandy were involved in the music arena and John has played a significant part in our native kids camps every summer. He has come for at least the past ten years and held free concerts to the whole community. John not only held free concerts... he gave away free Cd's to all of the kids, their parents and anyone who wanted one.

John and his wife Sandee spent several years building their home. They didn't have a lot of money, so they scouted out places where they could salvage usable lumber and old antique fixtures. They checked Craig's List and yard sales and EBay. John even built his own studio out of scrap lumber. Today, his home was on the front page of USA Today and his car is submerged in water just outside of his southern style home.

If you have ever been through a flood and have been told you need to evacuate, you do not have a lot of time to decide what you can save and what you can't. The year before our youngest daughter was born, we had this experience. On this particular Thanksgiving morning, we had received warning of flooding up the valley from our home but did not think the water from the river would reach us. A lot of people were sand bagging along the river, including my husband just for precaution. But... just in case, I decided to go outside and bring in bicycles, toys, chainsaws, lawnmowers, and anything else I didn't want to lose. We lived in a mobile home at the time with a porch addition that was quickly filling up with stuff! After a while, my husband came home and said they had done all they could. We went through the house putting things up on the table and counter tops. I grabbed pictures from the wall and those I had in boxes, my guitar and a few other valued things I could get into the truck. We received word we needed to evacuate immediately. I remember leaving the house and thinking, "Will any of this look the same when I come back home?" My husband drove us to a friends house who lived above the valley floor. We left the kids and drove back to our house and grabbed a few more things and stopped by to check on our neighbor. Her husband had died many years before and she lived alone. She did not want to leave her place but we pleaded with her to come with us. By the time we finally convinced her to come, the water was lapping at the door of our truck as we drove through town.

We learned a lot during that experience. We learned that life is more important than things. We experienced the kindness of people we knew, and that of strangers. We learned that people are blessed when they can help someone else. We learned that worrying will not change a thing. We learned that you can begin again. We learned that there are those who love carrying our burdens for us. And there are so many other things we learned during that time of God's love and faithfulness. God gives us great joy when we help someone who is in desperate need and cannot help themselves.

As we think about those today who are hurting or in situations that are desperate, let us pray for them. It could be a sorrowful heart that needs healing or a health issue or sickness. You probably have someone in your life that needs your prayers. Maybe, even... you need prayer. If you do.... Psalm 86: 1-17 is a prayer of David. Parts of it might apply to your life today.

Hear, O Lord, and answer me, for I am poor and needy. Guard my life for I am devoted to You. You are my God; save your servant who trusts in You. Have mercy on me, O Lord, for I call to You all day long. Bring joy to your servant, for to You, O Lord, I lift up my soul.

You are forgiving and good, O Lord, abounding in love to all who call to You. Hear my prayer, O Lord; listen to my cry for mercy. In the day of my trouble I will call to You, for you will answer me.

Among the gods there is none like You, O Lord; no deeds can compare with Yours. All the nations You have made will come and worship before You, O Lord; they will bring glory to Your name. For You are great and do marvelous deeds; You alone are God.

Teach me your way, O Lord and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart that I may fear Your name. I will praise You, O Lord God, with all my heart; I will glorify Your name forever. For great is your love toward me; You have delivered me from the depths of the grave.

The arrogant are attacking me, O God; a band of ruthless men seeks my life... men without regard for you. But You, O Lord are a compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness.

Turn to me and have mercy on me; grant Your strength to Your servant and save the son of your maidservant. Give me a sign of your goodness that my enemies may see it and be put to shame, for You, O Lord, have helped me and comforted me.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Uncertainty...

Well, today is my day to post, and to be honest with you, I really am not feeling up to it. Today is the day that I was supposed to find out some news that will determine the course of my career (a course that I thought was already laid out for me). However, I haven't heard as of yet. I am discouraged. I am also confused as to what path it is that God wants me to take. I know that His hand is in this, but I am too "in it" right now to be able to see clearly. So, if you would allow me, I will save today's post for when I have heard the news and will be more accurately able to share with you the path that He has me on, or will move me onto!

Monday, May 3, 2010

So Long, Insecurity...Week 9

It's my day to write.  I haven't really felt like it.  I guess that's okay.  I'm still slowly working my way through the book...and it's still really, really good.  I read chapter 14.  And I didn't answer the question on last week's post like I said I would, so I think I'll do it here.  In a nutshell.....If anybody on this planet motivates me to deal with my insecurity issues for their sake...it's my daughter...and my son for that matter. I think God works in mysterious ways and even if I didn't have kids...I'm sure I'd still be on this journey, but you know what?  Learning what I've been learning, I'm even more inspired to get my identity totally lined up with what God says about me.  For Him, for me, for my husband, for my kids, for the rest of my family and every other person that the Lord brings into my path.  Having said that...I will admit to you, I've been put to the test a bit this past week.  And although, I didn't like it, I'm doing okay.

I realize that I've got a long way to go...but that's the direction I'm going, so I ask the Lord to help me keep my mind focused on the truth of His Word.  I set my face toward Him.  He is my Strength and my Song.  He is my Fortress.  He is my Deliverer.  He is worthy of my praise.  Oh, how I love Him.  Can't stand the thought of not being with Him.  Lay my head against His chest and listen to His beautiful heart beating.  He is my Saviour.  He is my Security.  Praise His Name forever.  Amen.

To my Soul Kitchen Sisters...every word from each of you is such a tremendous encouragement to me.  I can't thank Jesus enough for the blessing of your lives and being able to listen to your heart every day.  It's not as good as being with you but seriously, its like being with you.  It's a little heavenly bon-bon for me...and it's good.

On to chapter 15.  Here is Beth's question for the week:

I wish we could discuss all of Chapter 15 in person but this is the next best thing. Name a couple of ways pertinent to your sphere of life and influence that you could look out for your own gender in our battle with insecurities. In other words, how can you (not others but you in particular) start becoming part of the solution in your female relationships rather than default into part of the problem. No condemnation here. Goodness knows, we’ve all been both. Our challenge is to learn to be deliberate. How are you prepared to do that?

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Day 122 - "Through the Looking Glass"



















When God takes a magnifying glass and examines our hearts, what does He see?
I bet He sees brokenness, dark places where we hide our secrets... but He doesn't leave it that way. He scoops out the sin and cleanses our hearts with His love and grace, leaving us pure and blameless. We just have to let Him do it. 

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Many Nations One Savior 2010












I am standing at the top of a 26 story building overlooking the city of Chicago. It was a balmy evening and beautiful. We were staying with some friends in their downtown condo and had arrived for a gathering of First Nations leaders during Native Awareness week in Chicago. For the past three years at least, we have been going to this annual gathering. This year the event was called Many Nations One Savior 2010.

My husband and I had the opportunity to meet with other Native friends and leaders from all over North America. A native friend went with us and was a part of the leadership and spoke at the church we attended in Crystal Lake, Ill. It was such an encouraging time. It was a time to talk and share of what God is doing in the lives of native people. It is always refreshing to be a part of this event and so encouraging to hear of Gods faithfulness. One native speaker had been in a car crash last June and had broken almost every bone in his body. He was at the meeting in his wheel chair with his wife who had also been in the accident. When I heard of the seriousness of his accident last year, I knew it would be a miracle if he survived. And here he was telling his story of God's faithfulness with a glow of love for Christ on his face.

During this time we had the opportunity to do a little touring of downtown Chicago. I loved the history and ancient old buildings. Some were so fascinating! We visited a Roman Catholic Cathedral. As we looked at the details of carvings and stonework inside this church... it was amazing! I loved it! It was such a place of peace in the bustle of street cars, buses, and people rushing about. There was a woman sitting there praying. It made me wonder about her life and what she might be praying about... or was she just sitting there and focusing her heart on another time and place in the kingdom of God.

I also found it interesting as we toured the city to come upon a place where Fort Dearborn used to stand. A monument was placed there and it was titled "Defense." The stone carving depicted a battle between the native warriors and the captain of the fort trying to defend the white women and children. An angel hovered over the two groups. The words said, "Fort Dearborn stood almost on this spot after an heroic defense in eighteen hundred and twelve. The garrison together with women and children was forced to evacuate the fort lead forth by Captain Wells. They were brutally massacred by the Indians. They will be cherished as martyrs in our early history." As I stood there, I was captivated by the realistic, stone carving. The young native man who came on the trip with us stood beside me, he too, lost in thought. I didn't get a chance to ask him how he felt, but I would have been curious to know his thoughts.

We all come from different places in our lives and have different things to struggle through. But God loves all of us no matter what our skin color is, our background, our culture, or our family line. I love the verse in Jeremiah that speaks about God's plans for us even though it was written for the Israelites. I believe it applies to us as well. He chose our families, countries and languages. Our hope and our future is in Him. His plan for us is good.

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the Lord and will bring you back from captivity. Jeremiah 29:11-14

I had several other pictures I wanted to post but my computer has not being agreeable with me today. Maybe another time I will post them. By the way, I had an awesome time at the Beth Moore Simulcast on Saturday with Julie and several other friends. Looking forward for greater things to come as God gives each of us victory as we believe Him to do what He has said He will do.